lately i noticed that a lot of people had been asking me about how was i recently and just like my old anwers i've been telling them that i'm fine and still thesame... then they will ask me if i already had friends here or do i have a bf and all those stuffs well i just give them a smile and tell them that i'm a happy single and still i've got no friends here that has thesame age as me, i don't know untill when can i keep those answers... untill now i have no idea on what will happen to me, it's not that i'm complaining i know a lot of people wanted to go and stay here for good and just like what they say we are one of the lucky families who was able to have a good life here but for me it was like hell stayin in this place, i know maybe i'm not that open minded to think of the positive sides of the situation but for me having no friends is like hell i know i depended a lot on them, back then i can even say that i would rather choose them over my family. since we've got here i lost the track of my vision about my future it seems like everything is messed up, having to stop studying for a while was like a nightmare for me, i would not want to waste my tears crying over just beacause of that but reality keeps on spinning my wheel, i was so down knowing that everything that i had back when we were in the philippines where all gone since we got here... i don't want to loose hope but for me it's such a pain in the a** that i don't even have someone beside me everytime i feel so down, i know iv'e got lots of online friends and they do make me feel a lot better but having someone near you talking to you during ur lowest points is such a relief, lately i know i had been fooling my self, thinking of things that i know would not happen , dreaming of things , assuming that someone likes me just to make my self proud and happy, i even go beyond my limits, i've been writing down entries just to inform someone how was i and what was happening to me to think that that someone wouldn't even care to read my entries or to understand me, i'm continously updating my site just to show everyone how was i when i was happy but eversince i haven't been showing the true side of the stories, honestly i'm not happy i don't like the fact that i'm getting used to live and feel fine living here, i felt like i'm just waisting my time here, though i must admit that i learned a lot of things here and realized some of my mistakes... i'm just not happy.... =(
,love eating siomai and palabok,5'3 my height and reall pinay complexion, friendly din,kinda sabog minsan, a little bit emotional, chocolate lover,uhm known as tibo when i was a kid....a religous girl pero a bit agressive, i'm a girl that does not know how to made my own decisions...i love pillows and any soft stuff...weird din minsan and may mood swings paminsan minsan a very predictable girl once you see me you'll know my attitude....a very emotional girl..cry baby daw??..adict in numbers 1,5,3 and 15, this site is all about my thoughts so please respect it....xenxa na kung most of the topics are all about love coz that's me yun talaga nsa utak ko hehe 